Friday, July 5, 2013

y0u w0N...

Till the last, you still lie to me...
no no no...should be saying you LIED all the way from the beginning...

Well, you must be having fun all this way for fooling me around like a fool...
I should thought of that before, but I'm just don't wanna suspect you all the way...
Yea, it's my own matter, my mistake...

But I hope that you really love yourself as well...no matter what...
This is your game...and, you got the VICTORY...congratz...

so...leave me alone in my world...

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

d0n'T w0rrY~

Kenji, don't think too much...

Calm your mind...
I'm fine over here...
Don't worry, ok?

Let yourself chill and relax these days, enjoy with Ken ^w^

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

cAnT sT0p mIssInG y0U~

That day you told me you won't be online for a week...
I was wondering what happened...but he told me a little about it.
I got it...Take your time, Kenji...

Yea...maybe as you said, I won't understand...
because I don't have anyone such important to me like him to you...
and...I don't have that experience...

I wondered if I can help you any...
You always take it yourself not letting others to help you or share with you...
You will be very suffer of that Kenji...
Yea...you might not willing to let others worry or troubling others...
But, tell if you really can't take it any more, express them out Kenji...you will feel better...

This week, you're not around...
I was thinking that what are you doing now...
how are you? do you feel better? where are you? do you take care of yourself well? ...... ......
I keep making myself to busy in work so I might not thinking of you and miss you so much...

But I can't make it ...  ^^'' haha...
Days without you really hard...

Friday, June 21, 2013

CAUGHT!!!

Kenji, recently you really seems like exhausted of ...... huh >/////<
It's very obvious... as recently you talk about it every time we chat.
Kenji, when you turned this naughty huh??? >/////<

I'm really have no idea when we will meet tho...^^''
It's really impossible to me to be there truthfully...sorry ><''

Well, if you want to, you may find others to help you with that...
But seems you said so.... then just hold it back ^w^ kekeke... blehhh  :P
and....how dare you do that to me..... >//////< you must be kidding me...

YOU ARE CAUGHT KENJI!!!

-wonder if you like this scene-
(special edited)
^/////^

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Short date again~

Truthfully, I prefer using photos to tell instead of words...
 My Kenji said this pose is hot~
But to me, I think it's lovely~
and...he asked me to do this in real some days later we meet in the future...>/////<

But Kenji    :P
I'm not gonna tell you... ^w^ kekeke...

But I'll be with you if you willing to let me tho...

Monday, June 17, 2013

nEvEr d0 iT agAiN kEnjI~

Thanks that you tell me the truth today...
You PROMISED not to lie or hide again...
Keep your promise yea~
Glad that you're back ^_^
You released me from DEPRESSING again~

yeA~ n0W wE're bAcK t0gEthEr~

Friday, June 14, 2013

Trap~


sTilL caNt...

Recently, friends saw I changed profile picture... changed status...

Asked...
"How's with your bf now?"
"What happened?"
"You both broke up?"
...... ...... ......

I'm really don't wanna talk about it to them...
Once any of them asked, I remember of you again...
Till now...

Yea... I still can't forget about you...

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Thanks for this lesson~

I admit, I had the most happy moments with you...
But I think, you must be enjoyed fooling me around all the way with your friends huh...
I must be look very stupid all the way of course...
And...I noticed I did a lot of stupid things too...

But thanks...
Taught me of there are many expert liars in this world...
Taught me of knowing too many people is a danger too...
Taught me of truth and fake are always conflict...
Trained me getting more stronger...

Thanks for...
Reminded me that being an island is always the BEST...
Reminded me that do not BELIEVE anyone in this world no matter who it is...
Reminded me that being SILENCE is always the BEST...
Reminded me that my life still...no meaning...
Reminded me that I'm still not needed no matter what...

Sunday, June 2, 2013

Why not you tell me...

Kenji~
Why not you tell me the truth?
Why you always left me behind?
Why you never share with me?
Why you always take it alone and suffer alone?
Kenji~
I beg you...
Please tell me the truth...
Please tell me what happened...
Please let me take it with you...
Please don't take it alone...
Please...

Maybe as she said...
I don't know what is love...
I don't know many things about you...
I don't know who the real you are...

But...
You make me smile even we just together without saying any...
You make me forgot annoyance and stress I suffer whenever I think of you...
You make me feel my heartbeat once again since I stopped it long ago...
You make me a hope that I'm still needed in this world, by you...

Do you know...
I always get online as possible just waiting for you to get online and meet...
I always worry about you whenever you didn't get online in time as we deal...
I always thinking of you missing you no matter I'm in work or with friends...

Kenji~