Thursday, June 6, 2013

Thanks for this lesson~

I admit, I had the most happy moments with you...
But I think, you must be enjoyed fooling me around all the way with your friends huh...
I must be look very stupid all the way of course...
And...I noticed I did a lot of stupid things too...

But thanks...
Taught me of there are many expert liars in this world...
Taught me of knowing too many people is a danger too...
Taught me of truth and fake are always conflict...
Trained me getting more stronger...

Thanks for...
Reminded me that being an island is always the BEST...
Reminded me that do not BELIEVE anyone in this world no matter who it is...
Reminded me that being SILENCE is always the BEST...
Reminded me that my life still...no meaning...
Reminded me that I'm still not needed no matter what...

Sunday, June 2, 2013

Why not you tell me...

Kenji~
Why not you tell me the truth?
Why you always left me behind?
Why you never share with me?
Why you always take it alone and suffer alone?
Kenji~
I beg you...
Please tell me the truth...
Please tell me what happened...
Please let me take it with you...
Please don't take it alone...
Please...

Maybe as she said...
I don't know what is love...
I don't know many things about you...
I don't know who the real you are...

But...
You make me smile even we just together without saying any...
You make me forgot annoyance and stress I suffer whenever I think of you...
You make me feel my heartbeat once again since I stopped it long ago...
You make me a hope that I'm still needed in this world, by you...

Do you know...
I always get online as possible just waiting for you to get online and meet...
I always worry about you whenever you didn't get online in time as we deal...
I always thinking of you missing you no matter I'm in work or with friends...

Kenji~

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Can't stop worry about you~

Once Ruki's little brother told me about this, my mind totally got blank...
You Kenji and Heriko in hospital...
Ruki told me what happened...

I can't show a smile since I knew either...
I can't stop worry about you, Kenji...
Hope you guys get well soon...Heriko and Ruki

Truthfully, I hope that you guys may leave the place you guys living...
This sound selfish and I know it real...
But there's really danger all the way...
Anyway, choice is yours, I can't say anything about it...
I knew Heriko said living there would train you guys stronger...

No matter what...
Kenji, please take care of yourself over there...
Fight, if needed...Don't get badly injured any more as possible...
Same to Heriko and your other friends too...

Kenji, please GET WELL SOON...

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Sorry to say but I have to tell...

Kenji, I don't think I could tell these things in English as well, so I'ma write in Mandarin, translate them if you wanna know...

Kenji, 我答应过你我不会撒谎,对你更不会。可是,答应过别人的事我还得做到,这是承诺,是原则。今天你说到了一件事情,我去工作后我才想起来是怎么回事。为了这件事情,我苦恼了一天,整整一天,因为我真的不知道怎么对你说。我不想因为我的一些话语而带给你们任何的不快,尤其是你,最让我担心。我不知道在你知道了这件事后,你会不会对我像对你的朋友一样,那样恨我。我不知道你还会不会喜欢我。。。说真的,我还真不清楚那是怎么一回事,因为你们很多事我都不知道。。。

不过,有些事情大家不说是有苦衷的。有些事情不该让我们这些外人去干涉,解铃还须系铃人,让对的人为你解铃才是最好的。不过,有件事你得明白。。。

记住!!!事实是事实,现实是现实。事实并不代表现实,现实才是你最真的经历。

事实,它只是个存在。事实,它并不能磨灭你现实里所感受到的。知道吗?

我很希望你可以变得更坚强
我知道段时间内很难,不过,无论如何你都得撑住不可以倒下。难过难受就大声哭出来,找人倾诉,我愿意聆听,我会一直陪伴你,只要你愿意。即使你不理会其他人的感受,你也得为你最爱的哥哥想一想。你们俩从小到大互相扶持,感情胜过我们亲兄弟姐妹,你们更是深爱着对方。

Kenji, 只要你愿意,我愿意一直陪伴你到永远。我说了这些,我希望你不会讨厌我。
记住,事实什么的都不重要,最重要的是你活得开心幸福,那就够了。

Friday, May 24, 2013

Okaerinasai~

Glad that you got the victory in fight yesterday~
Glad that you're back~

Kenji, okaerinasai~

I was so happy when saw you get online...
I can't stop smiling when you're beside me...

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Don't you left me behind again~

Kenji~
Please~just make me this promise...
It's not over to ask you be alive...isn't?

And...remember what I told you?
I'm serious...

I've enough with these all!!!
So please...don't you ever left me behind once again...
really...I can't take it any more...
I'm not that strong what you think of me...
really...I'll go collapse...

Don't ya ever left me ever again...please...
Kenji~

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

How you think of this? ^_^

Kimmy & Kenji have another short sweet date today~

 # Kimmy loves these scenes~ #
# Kenji seems loves these scenes~ #
kekeke... ^w^

 No matter what happened...
Kenji & Kimmy still in love with each other...

Monday, May 20, 2013

Sorry that I write in this way...

I won't ever forget~

Glad that you remember...

I was so happy that you could get online yesterday^_^
I think we didn't ever chat so long time as yesterday huh...hehe^^''

We chat some about past... And, you did propose something to me too...
But Kenji, truthfully, I didn't think that much as you yet...
I feel sorry to you really... 
Maybe I just...need some times...

It's 520 today ! ^_^
So, I'ma say to you --- 520~
Even...52013 =^^=
(*I wonder that could you understand...)