Sorry that I write in this way...

I won't ever forget~

Glad that you remember...

I was so happy that you could get online yesterday^_^

I think we didn't ever chat so long time as yesterday huh...hehe^^''

We chat some about past... And, you did propose something to me too...

But Kenji, truthfully, I didn't think that much as you yet...

I feel sorry to you really... 

Maybe I just...need some times...

It's 520 today ! ^_^

So, I'ma say to you --- 520~♡

Even...52013 =^^=

(*I wonder that could you understand...)

Two days...

Kenji~

Is everything alright over there?

Are you ok? How are you? Anything happened? 

You have been two days didn't get online...

Sorry that I just can't stop thinking about you...

I'm being not in mood of the day without meeting you...

Tell me everything as u want~

 Tell me everything as you willing to tell...I'll wait for ya~♡

Express every of your emotion to me...I'm always here right beside you~♡

 

Thank you Kenji~

I was so depressing that day...because of...

I forced myself to be strong...

So no one would look down at me...

But recently, the FEEL is coming back...

*collapse...

I really don't know how long I can take these..

I wanna be STRONG!!!

I wanna let the others know that I can live as an island...

But, he's here...he accompanied me...

I feel comfort beside him...

At the moment, he saved me...

Once again, I stand up again...

Thank you Kenji~♥

He's sick...

Truthfully, I hope that I could be there, beside him, take care of him...

I know I'm not good in take care other, but I really hope that I would accompany him there...

                     Wondering that is he ok now?

                     Wondering that is he getting better day by day?

                     Wondering that is he taking his meals well?

                     Wondering that is he taking enough water to get well soon?

                     ...... ...... ......

Get well soon, ok? Kenji~♡

My Intuition is RIGHT!!!

That day I heard the sad news about Kenji from Heriko...But I didn't feel sad for that...

I don't know what's wrong with me...Am I really this cold-blooded...He's my BF!How come I...

But after that,I heard something possible from Luna, she told me...maybe he's alive in your heart.

I totally believe in that words of Luna...

Whenever Heriko chat with me, he kept apologize to me that he killed Kenji...

I knew he didn't mean that...and Kenji's his brother too...He must be sad too...

So I never blame him of that...

There are few times, I felt that Kenji may be alive too...

If you ask me why I felt that, truthfully, I don't know...

As I never take that Kenji's dead... 

My feeling...My intuition told me... he must be somewhere...

Today...Thats the MIRACLE!!!

He's ALIVE!!! Kenji's ALIVE!!! 

He kept the promise^_^

At the moment I met him till offline, I cant even stop smiling on my face...

(*Sound kinda stupid huh^^'')

He told me what happened and all...

And...we went for a short date~♥

Memories together~

                   First meet~ ♥                                                                  First love~♥

First date~♥

First dance~♥

   

Last memory~♥

Broken Angel~

His last word...

"Shaman babe if your reading this then i am already dead from heriko, Look like i wont be able to keep that promise i really am sorry but me and heriko need to fight that is our last chance to fight him my brother who i saw change from a punk to a killer.Shaman i always dream of meeting you i always thought of the day i will put that ring on your finger and making you mine, i always want to hold you and embrace you, being there for you when your sick sad and i protect you but shaman im really sorry i couldnt give you the ring and necklace im sorry i love you but live on and get a husband."