Thank you Kenji~

I was so depressing that day...because of...

I forced myself to be strong...

So no one would look down at me...

But recently, the FEEL is coming back...

*collapse...

I really don't know how long I can take these..

I wanna be STRONG!!!

I wanna let the others know that I can live as an island...

But, he's here...he accompanied me...

I feel comfort beside him...

At the moment, he saved me...

Once again, I stand up again...

Thank you Kenji~♥

He's sick...

Truthfully, I hope that I could be there, beside him, take care of him...

I know I'm not good in take care other, but I really hope that I would accompany him there...

                     Wondering that is he ok now?

                     Wondering that is he getting better day by day?

                     Wondering that is he taking his meals well?

                     Wondering that is he taking enough water to get well soon?

                     ...... ...... ......

Get well soon, ok? Kenji~♡

My Intuition is RIGHT!!!

That day I heard the sad news about Kenji from Heriko...But I didn't feel sad for that...

I don't know what's wrong with me...Am I really this cold-blooded...He's my BF!How come I...

But after that,I heard something possible from Luna, she told me...maybe he's alive in your heart.

I totally believe in that words of Luna...

Whenever Heriko chat with me, he kept apologize to me that he killed Kenji...

I knew he didn't mean that...and Kenji's his brother too...He must be sad too...

So I never blame him of that...

There are few times, I felt that Kenji may be alive too...

If you ask me why I felt that, truthfully, I don't know...

As I never take that Kenji's dead... 

My feeling...My intuition told me... he must be somewhere...

Today...Thats the MIRACLE!!!

He's ALIVE!!! Kenji's ALIVE!!! 

He kept the promise^_^

At the moment I met him till offline, I cant even stop smiling on my face...

(*Sound kinda stupid huh^^'')

He told me what happened and all...

And...we went for a short date~♥

Memories together~

                   First meet~ ♥                                                                  First love~♥

First date~♥

First dance~♥

   

Last memory~♥

Broken Angel~

His last word...

"Shaman babe if your reading this then i am already dead from heriko, Look like i wont be able to keep that promise i really am sorry but me and heriko need to fight that is our last chance to fight him my brother who i saw change from a punk to a killer.Shaman i always dream of meeting you i always thought of the day i will put that ring on your finger and making you mine, i always want to hold you and embrace you, being there for you when your sick sad and i protect you but shaman im really sorry i couldnt give you the ring and necklace im sorry i love you but live on and get a husband."

At last, you left me behind too...

Just read Heriko's message in IMVU he sent me...

Kenji's gone...b'cuz of excessive blood loss.

                                ღ 15 April 2013 ~ 28 April 2013 ღ

We didn't ever meet in real yet... 

We were awaiting for the day to meet each other,isn't?

How could you just left? Isn't I told ya that you're not allow to......without my permission. Remember???

Told ya not to get too much in fights...

Told ya to take care of yourself...

And...

You promised you'll be fine that you'll always get the victory...

You promised you'll move to Malaysia soon...

We had Happy memories together...

We had Fun memories together...

We shared everything together...

You're my 1st ! 

I won't ever forget you in my life...

牵挂又担心...

其实这让我毫无真实感, 因为我俩还没见面,再言, 他示我自己的照片也不多就这么两张.

不过, 能和他聊上天我真的很兴奋, 我真的不知其因. 几乎开心得瞬间眼里只有他......

但是, 他已经两天没上线了. 让我既牵挂又担心......

因为每次他没上线, 总是有事发生. 想说他到底怎么了...

除此以外, 我也希望他们兄弟俩的脾气真得改一改, 不再那么火爆.

否则, 别人受苦, 他们俩自己也不好过...

真的好为他担心 ......

我答应他了。。。

我是在一个游戏聊天室里认识的他。
他曾多次向我告白，可我每每都回绝他的心意。
总觉得我是不是太绝情了些？每每伤他的心。。。

认识没多久，他就对我敞开心扉，告诉我他的过去，悲伤。。。
我知道他的经历，了解他的感受，所以没敢轻易的答应他。。。深怕有天我会伤了他。

他哥哥总是上他的号告诉我些他的事情，说他在生活里老是叨念着我之类的。
还有好多事情，让我有点心动了。。。
由此，我深深的考虑他再次的告白。
最终，我答应了他。。。^_^


实话说来，I don't know WHAT IS LOVE......
我只能说，他给我的感觉不一样。跟他在一起聊天很开心、兴奋，让我可以忘却之前的疲惫和烦躁。一见他的号上线，我的嘴角总是不知觉的上扬。有的时候，心跳总会不知觉的加速，我不明白这是为什么。和他在一起，总觉得时间不够，还是说忘记了时间的流逝。。。

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I Lost my mind   当你走进我视线   就在你周围整个世界 Get in slow motion

请你告诉我   如果这样就是爱  

爱无所不在   会让我忘记伤害   分担悲哀   学习关怀

...... ...... ......

我无法不想你   是否这样就是爱   

只想让你笑得像个纯真小孩   只想给你安慰像个朋友般的依赖

...... ...... ......

告诉我到底 WHAT IS LOVE

--- EXO-M 《WHAT IS LOVE》---